26/4

this mess

stack of papers
papers in boxes
wherever there are boxes

books
stationary
in a glass
in a three-level rack

hanging clothes
lying on top of a chair
brown like a table
it is suitable

suitcase composed
there is a doll on it
and precious gifts
wrapped in plastic

at least not dusty
but still
looks
messy

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